It’s been too long. I have kind of got caught up in life. Some big things are happening this year and it’s been an adjustment getting ready for it. Well let me catch you up on what’s been going on with me.
Let’s start with Valentine’s Day! On actual Valentine’s Day I went to work and then my amazing boyfriend made me a steak dinner, and I baked a cake. My poor cake didn’t turn out that great but he still ate it. I tell you that boy is amazing!! Then that following weekend we went on a trip to Charleston SC. We stayed at a golf resort on the beach. My boyfriend loves to golf, so i rode around in the golf cart and watched him play. This was a huge deal to me because we have been together two and a half years and it was the first time I had ever seen him play. Right before we went we walked out to the beach and saw a dolphin so close to the shore. That’s how i knew it was going to be a good day. The night before that we walked barefoot on the beach looking at the stars. He really knows how to be romantic, or at least the corny things i find romantic. Some days i get so nervous that I will wake up one day and find that i have just been dreaming the past few years.
Okay so on to the next thing that’s happened. I got through a big release at work! THANK GOODNESS!! I feel like I haven’t caught up from that release. A lot has been changing at work and I feel so mentally drained that I just haven’t been able to bring myself online to write. I have changed managers, but on paper I am still with the old one. I feel like she is trying to make things even harder for me to do my job. That adds some stress to my plate. I get so angry at work because ALL of my coworkers leave me out of everything. I have given up. Don’t need that kind of negativity in my life. I have overcome so much and I won’t take steps backwards. Other than all that I am doing well at work and hope to continue to grow and build my network.
Next on the list is Charlotte had SNOW!!! It only lasted a day but it was beautiful. My amazing boyfriend and I have been walking to try and get healthy together. Well we couldn’t help but go for a super long walk in the snow. I was walking ahead of him a little and he threw a snowball at me! shocked me! I look back and I thought he was going to fall over from laughing so hard. Then I was walking a little behind him cause he lost my snow trust. Well he walks under a low hanging tree and as soon as I get under it he shakes it! I don’t even thing he knows how romantic and magical he made that day.
Now comes a fun one to talk about. I recently took a trip back to WV to visit my crazy family. I am happy to say that it went so much better than I thought it would. I only had a couple of panic attacks but a ton of laughs. The first day I was there I hung out with some old co workers of mine, and that was pretty awesome. The second day I surprised my nephews. They had NO idea I was coming in, and let alone that I would be there when they got off the bus from school. I hung out with them for a while and then I went to hang out with my friend Sami. I got to see her new house, then we went for mexican food, and it ended with a scary car ride (don’t worry not drinking and driving or anything of that sense). The Third day I got to hang out with my grandpa for a while. I forgot how much I missed him. Then later that night I hung out with almost my whole family. Then the next day i hung out with my grandpa again and then hung out with my whole family. It amazes me how my still married but both with other people parents get along like best friends. But we all visited that evening. Oh and we played baseball in the yard with the kids!! You would have killed over laughing at me trying to run bases. I also got hit in the head with the ball and fell over.
My last night at home I got into a HUGE fight with my brother. He said some pretty unforgivable things to me. I drove 400 miles to see my family and he couldn’t drive 8 miles to see me. With the things he said and the decisions he has made I have decided to write him out of my life. I can’t be apart of that any longer. HE has brought nothing but heartache to my family. It’s really sad when this happens in families. But for now it is what it is.
Okay so now for the big news!! I am moving in with my Boyfriend in about 2 months. I am excited! It is scary for many many reasons. But I honestly believe that things are going to go very well. He is getting a live in girlfriend and a cat all in one day. But right before that his mother is coming to stay with him for his brother’s wedding. It’s going to be a lot going on in a short amount of time.
Okay I have to go back to work tomorrow so got to go. I promise to write more often just incase anyone is actually reading this.
BE LIPSTICK BRAVE!!